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    Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
    2:39 pm
    I FORGOT ABOUT THIS THING
    Maybe now I'll remember to remember.
    Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
    9:07 am
    its me.
    i need to get rid of stressssssss, any ideas?

    im glad this year is almost over.

    im excited about prom. yet part of me doesnt want to go.

    i feel sick. its icky.

    i should eat.

    i have to work all day

    i really want someone to do the henna on my back, i just need to order it.




    I love.

    Current Mood: stressed
    Monday, January 16th, 2006
    10:49 pm
    Hello.
    I ordered a new turntable. annnd I really kickass at monopoly.



    ANyways life is nice.

    Current Mood: content
    Friday, December 16th, 2005
    3:34 pm
    SHIIIITTTTTTTT
    ok, well its been a while. i know. but this.....is interesting....and makes me seems tupid, which i will agree with.




    story time: Sara's Throat

    well it started yesterday, i started getting sick, ya know sore throat, just not feeling too hot kinda thing, but it was no big deal. Then last ngiht i decide to paint for the forst time in a while. So i got out my oils and did what i always do (i love painting with oil paints, but i like to make them very thin) so i used a lot of my oil paint thinner....for a while it was fine, i mean my room was closed, i was very very close to my canvas and paint because of my vision (i didnt have my contacts in) and after about 3 hours of breathing this shit in i notice how fucking horrible my throat feels. and at one point i get up to change cds and i fall over from being high on the damn thinner....so anyways this morning i wake up, and almost cried my throat is so bad. i definently got a CHEMICAL BURN IN MY THROAT! so yeah, sicknes and chemical burn.....im pretty much dying.



    so go for it, callme and idiot, i know i am.

    Current Mood: crappy
    Saturday, November 5th, 2005
    8:21 pm
    "Poison is poison no matter how good it tastes."

    Current Mood: addicted
    Monday, October 31st, 2005
    1:16 pm
    fun fun!
    Leave your name and:
    1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
    2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
    3. I'll name something we should do together
    4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
    5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
    6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow apropriate to you
    7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
    8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST!
    Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
    10:40 pm
    Honestly
    Do I seem like the type of person who wants to/will get married? (honestly)





    anyways, I need to stop taking the Vicodin, it really messes me up....but I just took some more like 5 minutes ago, damn it.

    Current Mood: sick
    Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
    12:02 pm
    WONDERFUL
    Welll, I got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday....so now my mouth is insanely sore, even though im on Vicodin and taking a lot of ibuprofen

    annnnnd now on top of that i think im getting sick, my throat is killing me and i keep coughing =( wonderful weekend it shall be.



    Atleast my dad rented me Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind! wooo, so im gonna watch that soon, and hope that this damn drug will work wonders (it wont, i took it all day yesterday)



    well besides that things are pretty good. =D

    hopefully by Monday I'll be normal again, though I doubt it!!!!!!!!1111one!

    Current Mood: sore
    Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
    10:32 pm
    WRITE 20 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF THEN TAG OTHERS
    1. I love art, in every form (drawing, dancing, music...)
    2. I am obsessed with Spiderman (shocking I know)
    3. I really honestly do want to try cannibalism.
    4. I've never meant to break a heart, its a complete accident, and I always feel horrible afterwards =(
    5. I love lockets, and think they are the coolest things ever...but I've never owned one.
    6. I do think I am pretty, I just don't always like being pretty.
    7. I would love to live in the southwest.
    8. I am drawing right now.
    9. My brother is one of my best friends.
    10. I hate my job but refuse to quit and I'm really excited because I think I might get fired soon.
    11. I love beauty, human and in nature.
    12. I don't like people who just fall in love with me and spill their heart out when theyve only known me like a week.
    13. I had a grand ole' time at Homecoming last night.
    14. I miss being best friends with Stephanie =)
    15. I am too pickey with the opposite sex.
    16. I don't take my life very serisouly at this point, and I'm waiting to wake up as a child.
    17. My dog is the only living creature who knows my deepest secret...shhh I told her!
    18. I am convinced that I will die young.
    19. I am scared to death of aliens..
    20. I have no clue why I did this thing.




    TAGGED: Stephanie, Kellie, Sam....and John.

    Current Mood: blank
    Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
    8:34 pm
    acceptance
    No one is perfect, no one will ever be.





    I will never get a locket.





    We will all be happy eventually. Just not now.





    I will never have a date to a dance.





    =D

    Current Mood: weird
    Monday, September 5th, 2005
    3:40 pm
    done.
    Watch this

    Current Mood: blah
    Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
    9:11 pm
    kthnx
    Well despite what some assholes say...i like my car. kthnx

    my car )
    Monday, August 29th, 2005
    5:36 pm
    My Favorite Song Right Now
    Him and her
    Life is turned
    The day I knew you would leave
    I can barely breath
    Can you hear me scream?

    Thrown in all directions
    You epitome of perfection
    She's lost her will
    (She's lost her will)
    Time is standing still

    He walks her home
    Now he walks alone
    The days they turn into years
    The eyes they drown in tears
    Can you hear me scream?

    Thrown in all directions
    You epitome of perfection
    She's lost her will
    (She's lost her will)
    Time is standing still

    The way we are
    The way we were
    (It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
    The time with you
    The time is stirred
    (I love you for so long)
    The hearts they turn
    They turn away
    (She says to go, please don't you cry)
    Love lost was found
    Night turns to day

    Thrown in all directions
    You epitome of perfection
    She's lost her will
    Time is standing still

    Thrown in all directions
    You epitome of perfection
    She's lost her will
    (She's lost her will)
    Time is standing still

    Time is standing still


    anyways, life is...interesting in a falling apart kinda way, I'm done with all this highschool "love" crap, (some people are going to take this the wrong way, so dont!) anyways my point is that I dont want a relationship for the sake of ahving one, I want to find somethign that means something to me, whether it be a relationship or a religious life (dont mock this im serious) I just want to figure out what I'm supposed to do so I can get on the right road, start searching in the right places instead of everywhere, I want perfection in whatever it is, whether it be a man or not. I want perfection, but i will never find it, I guess i just don't know how to settle, maybe one day I will get out of my fantasy life.....maybe

    Current Mood: content
    Monday, August 15th, 2005
    10:04 pm
    one class
    wow, because of that one class I will not quit dance....i cant, as long as shes the techer im there....that was so awesome!!!!! you people who were there know what im talking about!!!!!!!!




    anyways...besides that one hour of life i had a VERY VERY VERY rough day

    Liscense has been suspened for a few months...and i found out today! so ya....gotta work on that, lol

    and ya, etc....dont wanna get into most of it, sry

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
    9:40 pm
    "But all the colors mix together - to grey
    And it breaks her heart"

    Current Mood: chipper
    Saturday, August 6th, 2005
    3:25 pm
    I didn't mean to, i swear!!!
    =/ I signed up for dance....3 classes...figure I'll give the new teachers a shot...lyrical, jazz6, and senior hip hop....





    damn...i suck at quitting things, lol
    Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
    9:14 am
    schedule
    1. Vanno - eng 3 hon.
    2. Fulton - portfolio 1
    3. Murphy - American history hon.
    4. Williams - psychology 1
    5. Koslin - marine science 1 hon
    6. Wachtel - Pre calc.




    anybody?!?!
    Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
    10:22 pm
    happy, is good
    SpidermanIsArt: who stole the cookies from the cookie jar? evan stole the cookies from the cookie jar!!!!!
    Nildain12: NO
    Nildain12: I WAS FRAMED
    Nildain12: I WAS FRAMED DAMN IT
    SpidermanIsArt: WRONG ANSWER SLUT
    Nildain12: Mother of god
    SpidermanIsArt: we try again, yes
    SpidermanIsArt: who stole the cookies from the cookie jar? evan stole the cookies from the cookie jar!!!!!
    Nildain12: Can I phone a friend
    SpidermanIsArt: dammmitttttttttttttt
    Nildain12: no?
    Nildain12: Can't
    Nildain12: Shit


    ^made me laugh...funny guy, y'all would love him


    anyways....im happy, had a good day today, went to Busch Gardens with KC and atlast got to ride Sheikra...good ride good ride....and my "vacation" of sorts was also quite enjoyable...for the most part.....OMG did i eat awesome those 3 days tho...wow...


    well i work tomorrow (215-630) aint too bad, ill survive it...

    Current Mood: happy
    Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
    9:56 pm
    Sugar we're going down
    Well, I'm going away, but don't fret I'll be back Saturday really really late...so I'll hardly even be gone...and not like I ever see anyone anyways....well then, now I don't even see the point of this...


    Goodbye for the weekend. <3

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
    10:21 pm
    Today was awesome!
    I'm a fan of today...and I dont care if other people are lol, I just kinda made today all about me...I was alone most of the time (even tho i went to the mall and the beach, I went there alone) I enjoyed it...i think I needed it as much as i need air, lol

    so ya....1230-5...tomorrow...target blah...actually thats not too bad, only 4.5 hours


    wellll bye ♥
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